An entry before I go to bed

My dad's in the hospital. Rumah Sakit Mitra Gading that is. He's sick, and he's been exhausted from his workload and pressure from certain people. Anyway, he is weary and also deeply longing to be with Mom again.

That's why I've proposed several people to gather funds for him to go to Perth and be with Mom and Jeddie, even if for a short while.

Kirana has been a wonderful companion. Accompanying Dad today and went with him to the hospital too. I also went with him, heard the doctor's diagnosis but I also had to go to the train station and pick up Elita.
Well, on the way to there I felt very fatigued... car sicked probably so I got off and went home instead.

Later on when she got home I asked Lita if she wants to visit Dad in the hospital. She was too tired or something, but instead she borrowed my car and went somewhere.

Anyway, I went back to the hospital stopping by at a Pizza parlor to buy some pizza for me and Kirana. I bought one regular size and one large size (which was discounted every Mondays). On a red light stop, I saw some kids and somehow felt moved to give on of the pizzas to them. They were very grateful. Repeatingly saying, "Terima kasih, om!" to me. It was a highpoint of the whole day.

I don't know why Lita didn't want to visit Dad today. I know she has an interview with someone tomorrow, and I guess she just need to refresh. I still feel... treated unfairly.
Especially when I asked her where she was going.

"Why should you care?" she asked, "I never asked you where you're going..."
"I'm your brother," I replied.
She was so unhappy hearing me nagging her for that.

Anyway, end entry.